Deprived

Doomed

zindagi main saray achay kaam krain. lekin kabhi kisi k liay seerhi na bnain. kabhi apnay kandhon pr khara kr k kisi ko bulandi pr na charhaien. ho skta hay apko ba-es e majboori he sahi apni jaga chorni parray. aur jissay bulandioN ko choonay ki adat hay wo yaqdam zameen pr aesa giray k phir kabhi ambhal he na paye. 

isi fael ka doosra pehloo yeh hay k kisi ko maza chakhana ho tu us k liay seerhi bn jaien. aur jb wo khoob aasmaan pr charh jaye tu seerhi khainch laen.

Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phool bn kr

roshni ko dekhta hain
Zameen ki god say har din

nia suraj ubharta hay
Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phool bn kr 

roshni ko dekhtay hain
Hamara is terha milna aur 

apni sarzameeno ki khushi aur sar balandi k liay 

youn hoslon ko aur hunar ko azamana, 

ik doosray say agay barhna jeetna, 

dil khol ker khushiya manana
Yeh jazba aik jesa hay
Yeh jasba aik jesa hay
Ya kabhi haar jana ankh nam hona 

diloun ka toot jana 

yeh b jazba aik jesa aik jesa hay
Agar sochain tu yeh b ik karishma hay
Yahan apas milnay ka 

jo lamhay sath guzray hain 

unhi lamhon inhi yaado k laakhoN phool khilna ka,,

yehi yadain yehi din roshni ban jayengay….
Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phoool bn ker roshni ko dekhtay hain
Ik nai umeed ankhoN main saja k 

roshni ko dekhtay hain
Zameen ki god say har din 

nia suraj ubharta hay
Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phool bn kr 

roshni ko dekhtay hain

Meri Zaat K Itnay Chilkay, Itnay Rung

meri zaat k itnay chilkay
itnay pehloo, itnay rung
kuch kachay, kuch pheekay pheekay
meray saray roop nairung

main na-mumkin, mumkin kr doon
main un-honi ko honi keh doon
main foladi, main pur-zorr!
main hansti hoon main gaati hoon
main roshan aur main be khouf
main titli k rangoN wali
piyari piyari, par kamzor!

main darpok kabootar jesi
tanha beth k ronay wali
main gum sum, biklul khamosh
main tareeki, main andheri,
aankhoN se cham cham barsaati
main khud kankar, main talaab!

main barish ka pehla qatra
main khud sookhi matti be-aab
meri zaat k itnay chilkay
meri zaat k itnay rung.

NUST, Islamabad
2010

Viva Forever

Do you still remember
How we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya
We'd only just begun

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one

Yes I still remember,
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers,
Like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

Back where I belong now,
Was it just a dream
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold
And the secret's safe with me

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

Prayer by Mother Teresa

People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;

Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;

Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;

Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;

Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;

Be happy any way.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;

Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;

Give the world the best you have got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;

It was never between you and them anyway.

Deja vu

Aakhri Baat

:main sach much mar jaoongi.

:tu mar jao.

Rail Car

wapsi ka sfr meray liay hmesha he kathan rha hay. main wapsi k khyal say he udaas ho jati hoon. pta nahi yeh udasi kion hoti hay, kabhi kabhi tu mujhy lgta hay k mujhy sirf sfr ka shoq hay. mujhy wapsi utna preshan nahi krti jitna safr khtm honay ka dukh.

wapsi k kuch scene tu hafzay main aesay smaye hain k yad na bhe krna chahoon tu hafzay ki almari say be tarteeb rakhay huay kapron ki trha aik aik kr k girnay lgtay hain. jesay wo muzaffarabad se wapsi. hm garmion ki chuttion main apnay taya k ghr gaye thay. wahan itna dil laga k wapis aanay ko jee he nahi chahta tha. wapsi pr sb say lar kr train main khirki k sath jurr kr bethi thi main. aur baqi behn bhai czns say batain kr rhay thay.aik doosray ko yaad rkhnay aur baqaidgi say khat likhnay ki talqeen ki ja rhi thi. main khirki main dubki bethi baar baar un karron ko dekh rhi thi jo mujhy Aapo nay diay thay. ya bar bar je chahta tha k bag say wo sher nikal k parhoon jo mujhy nanhi baji nay likh k dia tha. wo bohat piyari theen, mujhy aur bhe piyari ho gayi thien, kion k wo pehla shkhs theen jis nay meri soorat ko nahi seerat ko prkha tha. phir aatay huay unhon nay mujhy likh k dia tha ''seerat k hum ghulam hain soorat hui tu kia; surkh-o-sufaid matti ki moorat hui tu kia''. phir train holay holay chlnay lgi.... dair tak hath hiltay rahay.. aur phir dabbay main skoon ho gya. sb ahista ahista neend ki aghosh main janay lgay. mainay bethtay sath he apna dupatta mounh pr daal lia tha. main nahi chahti thi k hmesha ki trha rota dekh kr phir sb mzak urrain... dibbay main bohat khamoshi k bawjood mujhy lg rha tha k sab jaag rhay hain.
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Islamabad say wapis lahore ja rhi hoon, garmion ki chuttian guzarnay. dil aesa betha ja rha hay k lagta hay kuch baki nahi bacha. ab k jab wapis aaongi is shehr main tu kuch nahi milay ga. youn lgta hay jesay her cheez pukar pukar kr keh rhi ho k mat jao. shyd is liay k mera apna bhi jee nahi chahta is shehr ko chornay k liay. aik din k liay bhi nahi. lekin jo sfr likhay ja chukay wo tu tay krnay he hotay hain. phir meray ruknay say honi ruk tu nahi skti. pr mujhy yeh smjh nahi aati k meri feelings aesi kion hain?.....mujhy koun bta rha hay k ab jb Islamabad aaoongi tu in kalay paharon k peechay say mujhy koi awaz de k nahi bulaye ga.

29th May 2010
Islamabad to Lahore