Urge

Aag

Aik tu wo aag hay jo choolhay main bharrakti hay. Ya wo hoti hay jo aasmani bijli k girnay say jungle k jungle jala daalti hay. Aur aik wo aag jo nanhi si chingari hay. jisay theek se hawa bhi nahi milti k jal jaaye, bharrak jaye. jahaN parri rahay, wahin parri rahay. kuch nahi jalati bass tapash fraham krti rehti hay, aur agar aesi he koi chingari, dil main ja chupay. wesay tu insaan jeeta jaagta hay, khata peeta hay, magar dil main wohi meetha meetha dard aur halki halki tapash. sabhi kuch krta hay, sabhi zimadariaN nibhata hay magar yuon k bahaar dhoop ho tu ander sawan baras rha hota hay aur bahar ghataain chaa rahi hon ya jal thal maN ander dhoop aur sookha he rehta hay.
Aag choolhay main lagi ho tu istemal k baad bujha d jati hay, jungle main ho tab bhi usay bujhanay ka band o bast kia jata hay, lekin man ander lagi aag jo na bharrkay na bujhay kabhi thandi nahi ho paati.

She was continuously asking him to marry her, to love her the way she likes to be. He was irritated by her nonsense arguments. He has already told her so many times that he will not marry her. He ignored her and didn’t respond to any of her question. But she didn’t stop asking for love, for marriage to fulfill his promises. Now it became unbearable for him he just became violent. She was standing in front of him. He rose up and beheaded her in a moment. And when her head touched the floor he stepped forward and held her body not to let it fall. First ever he was so close to her. First ever he realized how beautiful she was. She was illuminating in the dark room. First ever he had touched her. Her arms, shoulders, collar bones were crystal clear and he was able to see her blue veins beneath the skin. She was in white today. Blood was streaming heavily from her neck. Her charm made him forget everything. Her transparent skin became so appealing that he couldn’t stop himself loving her. He started to admire her. He held her in his arms very softly and the moment next he was engaged in stripping her shoulders down slowly and gradually. Start June 2011.

wapsi

Lazzat-e-nasha e gunah k baad
sakht mushkil hay parsaa hona..!

Deprived

Doomed

zindagi main saray achay kaam krain. lekin kabhi kisi k liay seerhi na bnain. kabhi apnay kandhon pr khara kr k kisi ko bulandi pr na charhaien. ho skta hay apko ba-es e majboori he sahi apni jaga chorni parray. aur jissay bulandioN ko choonay ki adat hay wo yaqdam zameen pr aesa giray k phir kabhi ambhal he na paye. 

isi fael ka doosra pehloo yeh hay k kisi ko maza chakhana ho tu us k liay seerhi bn jaien. aur jb wo khoob aasmaan pr charh jaye tu seerhi khainch laen.

Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phool bn kr

roshni ko dekhta hain
Zameen ki god say har din

nia suraj ubharta hay
Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phool bn kr 

roshni ko dekhtay hain
Hamara is terha milna aur 

apni sarzameeno ki khushi aur sar balandi k liay 

youn hoslon ko aur hunar ko azamana, 

ik doosray say agay barhna jeetna, 

dil khol ker khushiya manana
Yeh jazba aik jesa hay
Yeh jasba aik jesa hay
Ya kabhi haar jana ankh nam hona 

diloun ka toot jana 

yeh b jazba aik jesa aik jesa hay
Agar sochain tu yeh b ik karishma hay
Yahan apas milnay ka 

jo lamhay sath guzray hain 

unhi lamhon inhi yaado k laakhoN phool khilna ka,,

yehi yadain yehi din roshni ban jayengay….
Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phoool bn ker roshni ko dekhtay hain
Ik nai umeed ankhoN main saja k 

roshni ko dekhtay hain
Zameen ki god say har din 

nia suraj ubharta hay
Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phool bn kr 

roshni ko dekhtay hain

Meri Zaat K Itnay Chilkay, Itnay Rung

meri zaat k itnay chilkay
itnay pehloo, itnay rung
kuch kachay, kuch pheekay pheekay
meray saray roop nairung

main na-mumkin, mumkin kr doon
main un-honi ko honi keh doon
main foladi, main pur-zorr!
main hansti hoon main gaati hoon
main roshan aur main be khouf
main titli k rangoN wali
piyari piyari, par kamzor!

main darpok kabootar jesi
tanha beth k ronay wali
main gum sum, biklul khamosh
main tareeki, main andheri,
aankhoN se cham cham barsaati
main khud kankar, main talaab!

main barish ka pehla qatra
main khud sookhi matti be-aab
meri zaat k itnay chilkay
meri zaat k itnay rung.

NUST, Islamabad
2010

Viva Forever

Do you still remember
How we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya
We'd only just begun

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one

Yes I still remember,
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers,
Like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

Back where I belong now,
Was it just a dream
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold
And the secret's safe with me

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine