Tu na thi koi saraaye; Na main hoon koi musaafir!

Tu na thi koi saraaye (Motel)
Ke main raat bhar thehar k
Safar Ikhtiyaar karta


Main na tha koi musaafir
Ke jo ghar nagar ko tajj (leaving behind) kar

Kahin or pyar karta


Inhi bastiyon mai varna
Kayi dil kayi nigaahein
Koi neend ka ho rasiya (fond)
To hazaar khwab-gahein


Kahin kaakulon (tress) ke baadal
Kahin qaamaton ki chhaaon
Kahin shehar aarzu ke
Kahin hasraton k gaaon


Kahin khilwatein (privacy) dukaanein
Kahin jism beo-paari
Na kisi sanam ko shikwa
Na dukhi koi pujaari


Ye ajab qimaar khaanay (Casino)
Yahan haar bhi kamaayi
Na kisi ka maan toota
Na kisi ne chot khaayi


Koi be-ma-aal (pointless) qissa
Koi daastaan adhoori
Ye supurdagi judaai
To vo ikhtilaat (mating) doori


Yahan shoq bhi tamaasha
Yahan ishq bhi malaamat
Na to vasl khoobsurat
Na firaaq he qayaamat


Ye zarooraton k mailay
Ye qayaam k bahaanay
Ye thakan utaarnay k
Sabhi aarzi thikaanay


Ye hamaray ehd-o-peimaan
Tujhe kia khabar k jaanaa
Ye dinon ki baat kab thi
Ye rafaaqaton ki sadiyaan


Ye jo dard hai amar hai
Ke wafa hai harf-e-aakhir
Tu na thi koi saraaye
Na main hoon koi musaafir!


Ahmed Faraz

Bohat kuch beh gya hai,
Seel-e-Maah-o-Saal mein ab tak,
Sabhi kuch to na beh jaaye,

K Mere pass reh bhi kya gya hai,
...........Kuch to reh jaaye...!




John Elia

Meray ander tu sb jaga pewast!
Kesay khurchun tera nishaN jana!!

Jism se rooh tk teri jageer
Mera mujh main na kuch bacha jana!!

Zindagi zakhm jesay ho nasoor
Mera har dard la dawa jana!!

Rai-gaN umr ho gaii apni
Aur hasil faqat fana jana!!

Aakhrish shoq ko bhi maut hui
Koi is se hay ma-wra? jana!!

Swaiba EA

Sub Muhabbat ka ik Pehar hay

Yeh jo palkon pe rim jhim sitaron ka mela saa hay
Yeh jo teray bina koi itna akela saa hai
Zindagi teri yaadon se mehka hua shehar hay
Sub muhabbat ka ik pehar hay

Sahilon pe gharonday banaye they hum nay,
tumhain yaad hay?
Rung barish main kaisay urraaye they hum nay,
tumhain yaad hay?

Janay kis kailiye ghar sajaaye they hum nay, 

tumhain yaad hay?

Koi khushboo ka jhonka idher aa nikalta kahiin
Gum hay neendon k sehra main khwabon ka rasta kahiin
Her khushi aatay jaatay howay waqt ki lehar hay
Sub muhabbat ka ik pehar hay

Zindagi dhoop chaoN ka ik khail hay, 

bheerr chat'ti nahin

Aur issi khail main din guzarta nahin, 

raat kat'ti nahin

pyar kartay howay aadmi ki kabhi, 

umer ghat'ti nahin

Dil ki dehleez per aks-e-roshan teray naam say
Rat jagay aaiinon main khilay hain kahin shaam say
Aik darya hai chaaron taraf darmyaan lehar hay
Sub muhabbat ka ik pehar hay.

Repentance of a Sinful

VIDEO

TALKHIYAN

OST-Talkhiyan
Talkhiyan (based on God of Small Things) is not just a drama, each character of the drama has a complete story in itself. A must watch and rewatch, if you are of my type.

Psychological Cycle

                                       1. Unmet needs

          12. Repentance                                        2. Old behaviour patterns

     11. Guilt, remorse, shame                                        3. Unsatisfying outcomes

10. Getting hurt                                                                   4. Confusion/ frustration

         9. Physical release/ relief                                     5. Pain, anxiety

                      8. Explosion                                   6. Building anger

                                      7. Feeling of powerlessness
                                                             
                                                                     
                                                                                   
                                                                                           
                                                                                                   

There is a Hadith meaning of which is: If Allah guided a person through you, it is better for you than all that is on the earth.

Arrogance and pride were the reasons Shaytaan was expelled from paradise. Do not let it be the reason you don't enter paradise.- Dr. Bilal Philips

Androon-e-Zaat

mujhay hungama kharra krna nahi aata. mujhay tamasha krna pasand nahi hay. main takleef main roti hoon pr majal hay jo sisknay ki awaz bhi koi sun paye. magar Allah Ji. main pathar nahi hoon, balkay sach kahoon tu buhat hassas hoon. shayad un logoN se xiada jo garaj baras k bad chamaknay lagtay hain, aur hawa k sath kisi aur simat nikal jatay hain. 

mujhay behas nahi krni aati, main daleel nahi de sakti, mujhay lgta hay k kisi ko qaayl krnay se pehlay main us say hum khayal ho jati hoon. agr koi mujhay safai de rha hay tu main maan leti hoon. chahay main haq pr hoon. phir bhi mujhay yehi lagta hay k shayad agla bnda majboor hay. main kisi ki niyat pr shak nahi kr skti, mujhay lgta hay aesa krna gunah hay. mujhay ilzam dena nahi aata, kisi pr dosh dena nahi aata. han mera aik mujrim hay jisay main her waqt katahray main khra rakhti hoon-- yani mein khud!

mujhay ghussa aata hay, buhat aata hay, main cheekhna chahti hoon, pr mujh main hosla nahi hay k cheekh cheekh kr ro skoon, aur khud ko mazloom sabit kr skoon. pr main tu ander he ander ghut ghut kr zabt krnay ki koshish krti hoon, aur akhir main na zabt kr paati hoon aur na bhool paati hoon. 

main tu khul kr naraz bhi nahi ho paati. main kia kroon, mujhay sirf wehm nahi hay bulkay ye haqeeqat hay k main rooth bhi jaoon tu koi manata nahi hay, janay deta hay. tu phir bila waja ki khich khich aur azmaaish ka faida. meray ander be-yaqeeni hay lamhoN se mutaliq, rishtoN se mutaliq, dosti se mutaliq aur muhabbat se mutaliq. phir bhi mujhay rait k mahal bnanay ka buhat shok hay, aur uski khoob taz'een o araish ka bhi. phir chahay wo moaj mein beh jaye.

mujhay lgta hay main apni zaat ko itna jan'nay k baad khud ko mehfooz krna janti hoon. pr be-sood! main kuch nahi janti, yani be yaqeeni! 

main kaii bar sochti hoon k meray sath kon hay, kon hay jisay main kahoon k main marna chahti hoon aur wo mujhay apnay hathoN se zehr day de.

hr cheez ka aik mehvar hota hay, aik markaz, jis k gird wo ghoomti hay. jesay zameen k liay sooraj. jb tak zameen ka sooraj se taluq jura rhay ga zameen sooraj k gird chakar katay g. jis din ye kashish, ye taluq khatam ho gya, zameen sooraj k madar se nikal kr khla main bhatak jaye g. mera markaz Allah Subhan wa Tala ki zaat hay. aur mera dil is haqeeqat se bandha hua hay. main Usi k gird halat e tawaf main hoon. magr mera maddar buhat door hay. 

Allah aik markaz hay, Us ki zaat paak se talluq rakhnay walay sabhi daai'roN ki shakal main Us k gird chakaar laga rhay hain, in main sb se qareeb wo log hain jo Khuda se muhabbat ka, ishq ka talluq jorr chukay hain. aur us se bhi qareeb wo jo "main aur tuu" k chakkar se azad han. unki zaat, zaat e Ellahi main zam ho jati hay. aur sb se door k dairay main wo jo khof k rishtay se jurray huay hain. mera ji chahta hay k main qareeb ho jaoon, aur qareeb, aur qareeb. Wo mujhay apnay noor k photons de day aur main jump kr k qareeb tareen radius main chali jaoon. main gunah aur sawab k meezan se aagay ki baat krna chahti hoon. main Allah se muhabbat krna nahi janti, main Allah se muhabbat krna seekhna chahti hoon. 

28 ghantay, kam nahi hotay. jb 28 ghantay k liay aap mar jaien aur poori duniya main kisi aik shakhs ko bhi na fikr ho, na tashwish tu kia kaifiyat hoti hay. koi zalzala, koi heart attack.. nahi aesa kuch nahi hota. aik ansoo jo na palkon ki sarhad torrta hay na khushk hota hay. hr cheez kaaii zada ho jati hay. insan duniya main he apnay amaal k hisab kitab main lag jata hay. phir usay andaza hota hay k asal muflasi kia shay hay. tanhai kehtay kisay hain. jb 28 ghantay murda rehnay k baad apka dil chahay k main phir se mar jaoon. asli wala. magar ye zulm mujh pr Allah nay tu nahi kia. mainay khud kia, na janay kis aasray pr main aik aik kr k sb se la taluq hoti chali gayi, khud ko nafi kia sab se, kion k mujhay unki zaroorat he mahsoos nahi hui. aur jb aik dafa aap kisi ki zindagi se nikal gaye aur unhoN ne aapkay baghair jeena seekh lia tu aap wapis kesay ja sktay hain? phir aap unhain tu skoon se jeenay dain.

107-Fatima Hostels II

NUST, Islamabad

Mard ka gunah waqt k talaab main kankar ki trha hota hy jo girtay he doob jata hay.
Magar aurat ka gunah saari umr kanwal k phool ki maanind satah e aab pr numayaN rehta hy.