She was continuously asking him to marry her, to love her the way she likes to be. He was irritated by her nonsense arguments. He has already told her so many times that he will not marry her. He ignored her and didn’t respond to any of her question. But she didn’t stop asking for love, for marriage to fulfill his promises. Now it became unbearable for him he just became violent. She was standing in front of him. He rose up and beheaded her in a moment. And when her head touched the floor he stepped forward and held her body not to let it fall. First ever he was so close to her. First ever he realized how beautiful she was. She was illuminating in the dark room. First ever he had touched her. Her arms, shoulders, collar bones were crystal clear and he was able to see her blue veins beneath the skin. She was in white today. Blood was streaming heavily from her neck. Her charm made him forget everything. Her transparent skin became so appealing that he couldn’t stop himself loving her. He started to admire her. He held her in his arms very softly and the moment next he was engaged in stripping her shoulders down slowly and gradually. Start June 2011.

wapsi

Lazzat-e-nasha e gunah k baad
sakht mushkil hay parsaa hona..!

Deprived

Doomed

zindagi main saray achay kaam krain. lekin kabhi kisi k liay seerhi na bnain. kabhi apnay kandhon pr khara kr k kisi ko bulandi pr na charhaien. ho skta hay apko ba-es e majboori he sahi apni jaga chorni parray. aur jissay bulandioN ko choonay ki adat hay wo yaqdam zameen pr aesa giray k phir kabhi ambhal he na paye. 

isi fael ka doosra pehloo yeh hay k kisi ko maza chakhana ho tu us k liay seerhi bn jaien. aur jb wo khoob aasmaan pr charh jaye tu seerhi khainch laen.

Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phool bn kr

roshni ko dekhta hain
Zameen ki god say har din

nia suraj ubharta hay
Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phool bn kr 

roshni ko dekhtay hain
Hamara is terha milna aur 

apni sarzameeno ki khushi aur sar balandi k liay 

youn hoslon ko aur hunar ko azamana, 

ik doosray say agay barhna jeetna, 

dil khol ker khushiya manana
Yeh jazba aik jesa hay
Yeh jasba aik jesa hay
Ya kabhi haar jana ankh nam hona 

diloun ka toot jana 

yeh b jazba aik jesa aik jesa hay
Agar sochain tu yeh b ik karishma hay
Yahan apas milnay ka 

jo lamhay sath guzray hain 

unhi lamhon inhi yaado k laakhoN phool khilna ka,,

yehi yadain yehi din roshni ban jayengay….
Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phoool bn ker roshni ko dekhtay hain
Ik nai umeed ankhoN main saja k 

roshni ko dekhtay hain
Zameen ki god say har din 

nia suraj ubharta hay
Chalo ham suraj mukhi k phool bn kr 

roshni ko dekhtay hain

Meri Zaat K Itnay Chilkay, Itnay Rung

meri zaat k itnay chilkay
itnay pehloo, itnay rung
kuch kachay, kuch pheekay pheekay
meray saray roop nairung

main na-mumkin, mumkin kr doon
main un-honi ko honi keh doon
main foladi, main pur-zorr!
main hansti hoon main gaati hoon
main roshan aur main be khouf
main titli k rangoN wali
piyari piyari, par kamzor!

main darpok kabootar jesi
tanha beth k ronay wali
main gum sum, biklul khamosh
main tareeki, main andheri,
aankhoN se cham cham barsaati
main khud kankar, main talaab!

main barish ka pehla qatra
main khud sookhi matti be-aab
meri zaat k itnay chilkay
meri zaat k itnay rung.

NUST, Islamabad
2010

Viva Forever

Do you still remember
How we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya
We'd only just begun

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one

Yes I still remember,
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers,
Like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

Back where I belong now,
Was it just a dream
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold
And the secret's safe with me

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

Prayer by Mother Teresa

People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;

Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;

Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;

Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;

Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;

Be happy any way.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;

Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;

Give the world the best you have got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;

It was never between you and them anyway.

Deja vu