She was continuously asking him to marry her, to love her the way she likes to be. He was irritated by her nonsense arguments. He has already told her so many times that he will not marry her. He ignored her and didn’t respond to any of her question. But she didn’t stop asking for love, for marriage to fulfill his promises. Now it became unbearable for him he just became violent. She was standing in front of him. He rose up and beheaded her in a moment. And when her head touched the floor he stepped forward and held her body not to let it fall. First ever he was so close to her. First ever he realized how beautiful she was. She was illuminating in the dark room. First ever he had touched her. Her arms, shoulders, collar bones were crystal clear and he was able to see her blue veins beneath the skin. She was in white today. Blood was streaming heavily from her neck. Her charm made him forget everything. Her transparent skin became so appealing that he couldn’t stop himself loving her. He started to admire her. He held her in his arms very softly and the moment next he was engaged in stripping her shoulders down slowly and gradually. Start June 2011.

Aik abshaar thundi aur suffaid..... darmiyan mein ooper jati seerhian. 

Aur main in seerhion ko charhti ooper jati hui. 

Abshaar ka paani yakh thunda.... aur is k dono taraf sabza.... jesay green fields hotay hain. 

Is sabzay say hray bhray maidan main meri family k beshtar log mojud hain, aapa, mumaani, ammi ji, abbu ji sab.....

Wo mujhy ooper jata dekh rhay hain aur jb main aik hadd tak opper pohanch jaati hoon tu wo mujhy mna krtay hain k bass kr do, paani baraf ki tarha thunda hay tum freeze ho jao g. meray paaon sunn ho chukay hain, takleef bohat ziada hay mgr main kisi say keh nahi paati. Aahista aahista mera poora jism barf ki tarha jum jata hay aur main wahin beth jati hoon. Ab soorat e haal yeh hay k main wapis b nahi aa skti aur ooper b nahi ja skti. Aur goya bahar say b koi mujhy bachanay andar(abshar k) nahi aa skta. Main hath hila kr sb ko alvida kehna chahti hoon mgr ab bohat dair ho chuki hay. Main hath nahi utha sakti. Meri aankhon main aansoo aa jatay hain, main janti hoon k kuch dair baad main poori ki poori barf ban jaoon gi.

107, F-II

NUST, Islamabad