NOOR JEHAN - Neeyat-E-Shauq Bhar Na Jaye Kahin - [Geet & Ghazals]

First impact factor journal article online

All is well if ends well.
https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007%2Fs10258-018-0147-3

unn se ulajh kr bhi kia leta
teen thay wo aur mein tnhaa tha

piyar gharri bhar ka he buhat hay
jhoota sacha- mat socha kr

dhoop mein tnha kr jata hay
kion ye saya- mat socha kr

apna aap gnwa kr tu nay
paya hay kia- mat socha kr

mar jaye ga matt socha kr

Baat nikle gi toh phir door talak jaye gi (Jagjit Singh)

Tum kabhi na rona, Allah kray tumhari aankh mein kabhi ansoo na aye. aur tumhara hath kabhi na jalay. na thorra na ziada. pata hay kabhi kabhi jb mera hath jl jata hay na pakoray bnatay huay, roti bnatay huay, ya piyaz bhoontay huay, tu mujhay buhat takleef hoti hay, baaz dafa nishan bn jata hay phir lgta hay k ye kabhi nahi jaye ga, lekin haftay das sin mein sab theek ho jata hay.... aur ye silsila chalta rehta hay. mein kabhi kabhi ziada ghbra jati hoon... ronay lg jati hoon, lekin Allah kray tum kabhi nahi ro. tumharay hath pr kabhi jalnay ka nishan na bnay.
pta hay do din pehlay mainay buhat ziada garm chaye p li. buhat garm, thundd itni thi k mujhay chaye ki garmi ka andaza he na hua, meri zuban se le kr halaq tk sb jl gya. kitni takleef hui. aur main roii bhi nahi. phir mujhay bukhar ho gya. sari raat jism tapta rha. mein kb roi aur kb soi, mujhay nahi pta. sirf do din lagay aur takleef chali gaii.
pta hay ziada dard kion hota hay, jb takleef ho aur aap izhaar na kr skain.

kia sochtay rehtay ho
ankhoN se btao na
kia khojtay rehtay ho

Wo tu pathar pe bhi guzray na Khuda honay tk
jo safar mainay na honay se kia honay tk

zindagi is se ziada tu nahi umr teri
bs kisi dost k milnay se juda honay tk

ab koi faisla ho bhi tu mujhay kia lena
mein tu umroN se hooN masloob, saza honay tk

ae Khuda! teri mashee-at bhi tu shamil ho g
aik achay bhlay insaN k bura honay tk

میرا ذکر پڑھنے والے _میرا راستہ نہ چن لیں

سر ورق یہ بھی لکھنا مجھے مات ہوگئ تھی

For years

I beleived

in 

disappointment and hopelessness.

I lived in my murky thoughts, utmost depression and betrayel.

but somewhere inside me I prayed. 

That prayer, a very weak link to Allah (SWT) was a belief.

that link was life.

Sometimes, I think Allah SWT brought me to light, just because I prayed. And the same moment I realize I prayed only because Allah SWT wanted to give me Hidayat.

He knows the worst in me, my thoughts, my practices but even then he didn't abandon me for that long. He has right timings for us, now I realise. I understand everything every incident happened for a reason. His story of Sobia Ehsan is perfect. I thought I am a failure. But I am not. He has chosen me to bear His light. How can I be unsuccessful?