Mostly impulsive, depending on my mood and situation around and inside. I write because it makes me lighter, happier and gives me satisfaction. Giving expression on the events in life makes myself a bench mark for my better tomorrow. Sometimes, I fail to do so. Still writing is motivational and sacred, as I feel it.
Sunday, 4 February 2018
Friday, 29 December 2017
Tum kabhi na rona, Allah kray tumhari aankh mein kabhi ansoo na aye. aur tumhara hath kabhi na jalay. na thorra na ziada. pata hay kabhi kabhi jb mera hath jl jata hay na pakoray bnatay huay, roti bnatay huay, ya piyaz bhoontay huay, tu mujhay buhat takleef hoti hay, baaz dafa nishan bn jata hay phir lgta hay k ye kabhi nahi jaye ga, lekin haftay das sin mein sab theek ho jata hay.... aur ye silsila chalta rehta hay. mein kabhi kabhi ziada ghbra jati hoon... ronay lg jati hoon, lekin Allah kray tum kabhi nahi ro. tumharay hath pr kabhi jalnay ka nishan na bnay.
pta hay do din pehlay mainay buhat ziada garm chaye p li. buhat garm, thundd itni thi k mujhay chaye ki garmi ka andaza he na hua, meri zuban se le kr halaq tk sb jl gya. kitni takleef hui. aur main roii bhi nahi. phir mujhay bukhar ho gya. sari raat jism tapta rha. mein kb roi aur kb soi, mujhay nahi pta. sirf do din lagay aur takleef chali gaii.
pta hay ziada dard kion hota hay, jb takleef ho aur aap izhaar na kr skain.
pta hay do din pehlay mainay buhat ziada garm chaye p li. buhat garm, thundd itni thi k mujhay chaye ki garmi ka andaza he na hua, meri zuban se le kr halaq tk sb jl gya. kitni takleef hui. aur main roii bhi nahi. phir mujhay bukhar ho gya. sari raat jism tapta rha. mein kb roi aur kb soi, mujhay nahi pta. sirf do din lagay aur takleef chali gaii.
pta hay ziada dard kion hota hay, jb takleef ho aur aap izhaar na kr skain.
Sunday, 12 November 2017
Saturday, 28 October 2017
Wo tu pathar pe bhi guzray na Khuda honay tk
jo safar mainay na honay se kia honay tk
zindagi is se ziada tu nahi umr teri
bs kisi dost k milnay se juda honay tk
ab koi faisla ho bhi tu mujhay kia lena
mein tu umroN se hooN masloob, saza honay tk
ae Khuda! teri mashee-at bhi tu shamil ho g
aik achay bhlay insaN k bura honay tk
jo safar mainay na honay se kia honay tk
zindagi is se ziada tu nahi umr teri
bs kisi dost k milnay se juda honay tk
ab koi faisla ho bhi tu mujhay kia lena
mein tu umroN se hooN masloob, saza honay tk
ae Khuda! teri mashee-at bhi tu shamil ho g
aik achay bhlay insaN k bura honay tk
Wednesday, 11 October 2017
Sunday, 16 July 2017
میرا ذکر پڑھنے والے _میرا راستہ نہ چن لیں
سر ورق یہ بھی لکھنا مجھے مات ہوگئ تھی
For years
I beleived
in
disappointment and hopelessness.
I lived in my murky thoughts, utmost depression and betrayel.
but somewhere inside me I prayed.
That prayer, a very weak link to Allah (SWT) was a belief.
that link was life.
Sometimes, I think Allah SWT brought me to light, just because I prayed. And the same moment I realize I prayed only because Allah SWT wanted to give me Hidayat.
He knows the worst in me, my thoughts, my practices but even then he didn't abandon me for that long. He has right timings for us, now I realise. I understand everything every incident happened for a reason. His story of Sobia Ehsan is perfect. I thought I am a failure. But I am not. He has chosen me to bear His light. How can I be unsuccessful?
Pagal ankhon wali larki!
Itne mehnge khawab na dekho_
Pachtao gi!!
Soch ka sara ujla kundan
Zabt ki rakh mein ghul jaye ga
Kachey pakkey rishton ki khushbo ka resham
khul jaye ga-!!
Tum kia jano?
Khawab, safar ki dhop ke taishey
Khawab, adhori rat ka dozakh
Khawab, khiyalon ka pachtawa
Khawabon ki manzil ruswai!
Khawabon ka hasil tanhai!!
Tum kia jano?
Mehnge khawab kharedna hon to
Ankhien bechna parti hain Ya
Rishte bholna parte hain
Andeshon ki rait no phanko
Piyas ki aot sarab na dekho
Itne mehnge khawab no dekho--!!
Thak Jao Gi!!
From,
Safar Ki Sham
Itne mehnge khawab na dekho_
Pachtao gi!!
Soch ka sara ujla kundan
Zabt ki rakh mein ghul jaye ga
Kachey pakkey rishton ki khushbo ka resham
khul jaye ga-!!
Tum kia jano?
Khawab, safar ki dhop ke taishey
Khawab, adhori rat ka dozakh
Khawab, khiyalon ka pachtawa
Khawabon ki manzil ruswai!
Khawabon ka hasil tanhai!!
Tum kia jano?
Mehnge khawab kharedna hon to
Ankhien bechna parti hain Ya
Rishte bholna parte hain
Andeshon ki rait no phanko
Piyas ki aot sarab na dekho
Itne mehnge khawab no dekho--!!
Thak Jao Gi!!
From,
Safar Ki Sham
Friday, 7 April 2017
Tuesday, 4 April 2017
Shopping Craze
kabhi tu khali jaib ka bharam khwahish ki ghair mojoodagi se rakha jata hay
aur kabhi khwahish ki adm mojoodgi ko khali jaib k bahana bna kr taalna parta hay
aur kabhi khwahish ki adm mojoodgi ko khali jaib k bahana bna kr taalna parta hay
Sunday, 19 March 2017
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